#LNMETA
Closed all my channels. Shutting it down.
Given everything going on in my life, managing a LN node is more negative, parasitic energy that has complicated my life beyond any rational measure.
I need to step away, for my own mental health and sanity.
Should have just left it on and set it aside and let it do it's own thing. Your 5BTC and 100+ channels makes an impact.
Doesn't matter how small or big your LN node is, just by having it on and help routing payments you are part of the eco-system and helping build the future of payments.
LN shouldn't be and isn't this complicated. We need to stop worrying about unbalanced channels. Forget about what you have read! It is bullshit! Your LN node will function and route payments when it can. Simple.
For future reference, if you want to
chase the fees then this may not be for you. To manage 100+ channels is not worth the fees you would potentially generate. The time spent, alone is enough to drive people nuts!
But if you want to learn and understand what this Layer 2 scaling solution is all about and earns some fees to break even, this is the mentality you need to take into this venture/rabbit hole.
I went down this journey to better understand LN from a technical point of view, not from a Bob and Alice simple view, but under the hood, how channels are opened and closed. How payment routing really works. I almost got lost and threw the towel in after the 1st week, but then remembered why I chose to run a LN node.
Having an unbalance channel is not detrimental at all, it just means you will have to wait for the tide to shift. Some days I have ZERO routes, then the tide shifts...
The only thing I would suggest is making sure your LN node's overall amount, is close to balance, you have liquidity coming and out. That means if you have committed 5BTC for outbound, then you should have a similar amount for inbound. There are websites out there like lightningnetwork+ that facilitates this.
I said in a previous post, and I am standing behind it, I still believe most of my routing is a results of LN nodes trying to balance their channels. The amounts that are routed and the frequency of the routes feels like someone running and automated script to re-balance their LN Node.
And yes, I have run some of these automated scripts and they are dangerous and will cause you too lose SATs if you do not pay attention! I ran it, and with realising one my channels was set to a crazy high fee, it automatically re-balance and cost me 4,390Sats, thinking it could recoup the spent sats if the channel was used... that is if!!!!
Bob, i hope this isn't the last time you go down this rabbit hole!
#LNMETA