then feel and learn for yourself how the market is shaking your position.
You can try to demo trading accounts to practice your strategies then it will be easier to apply in the real trading.
I decided not to learn anything, and realized that everyone has different talents.
my problem is mental and emotional trading is difficult to practice.
If you don't want to trust others in this market, then don't watch YouTube videos.
It is that easy. Start studying yourself so you will be able to sustain yourself with the knowledge you think you need. Despite using them as a reference, it still means that you trust this videos since you are basing your trading with their strategies. IMO, I guess it is not that bad to trust these videos especially those legitimate individuals but it is better if you yourself can do it. There are a lot of threads here you can read and there are also people that share their movements.