Important Note : If you're jobless don't get into gambling, I'm an example. I don't have a job, and that's the reason I wasn't able to keep me deviated from gambling. Hope this helps someone.
This is the worst that you can do to yourself gambling without a job to support you, and even if you have a job at least don't be a compulsive gambler, protect yourself at all times, don't get into a trap where you loses control of yourself, your story is not the worse there are worse gamblers and take them years to rehabilitate themselves, and they lose good years of their lives.