But KK monster hand it's at least some satisfaction for my damned soul :/
I can't count how many times I lost from higher full house, or higher flush, straight... There is one thing that repeats for me, I am thinking how to rise and lure him to pay so I can take all his chips, and in most cases when I think about that I lose all chips! I still remember a hand where I lost a lot of chips, after some time of playing and mostly winning I got K6, little rise, call and flop was KK10! I thought nice, he raises I call, turn card was 6! Now I have full house and all I am thinking how to take his chips! He raises I reraise, he just calls. Last card was some little not important card, I thought I have him and after all ins he showed K10! He had full on flop!
You can't dodge a bullet every time, and there are hands when you either get busted or you double your chips!