Yes, I do. My faith is something I struggle with daily, however.
Were you forced to go to church as a child? If so, your struggle is probably your intelligence fighting against your brainwashing. Good luck in your struggle!
Religion, church, and a bible class 5 days a week for 11 years was something I grew up with, yes. My belief system has changed drastically since then. Today, my belief system closely resembles that of a Deist. I don't feel that belief in a higher power and belief in the theory of evolution are mutually exclusive ideas. I don't think the Bible was meant to be taken literally. I'm 24 now, but from K-10th grade I was in what I can only describe as a neo-conservative Christian school. I received an excellent education there but could not tolerate their interpretation of the Bible. They took the Bible literally to the extent of believing the world was literally created in seven, 24-hour days. They taught that the earth was 5,000 years old among many other ridiculous "facts". Fundamental to this dogma was the teaching that there was an imminent apocalypse predicted by the book of Revelation where non-believers would be slaughtered and sent to hell for all eternity. For much of my young life, I was inundated with all manner of scare tactics involving hell and was told to believe there was only one way to heaven. I was taught to believe other religions were an abomination. I prayed out of fear of going to hell. At 13 or 14 years old, I'd had enough and began to wake up, using basic scientific theory and logic to question and systematically reject these teachings. After experiencing life at a public high school and a large university, I came to reject the idea of God or a higher power altogether for quite a while. I came to believe that morals and values were irrelevant. I was even more depressed than usual and felt that my life had no purpose or meaning.
Today, I have experienced no great awakening or life changing experience. Instead, I've noticed that an atheist perspective erodes my mental and spiritual health rapidly and provides no tangible benefit to me. I embrace the theory of evolution and other scientific theory knowing that my belief system is no longer directly contradicted by it. I try to embrace spiritual principles rather than religion. I pray to express gratitude or seek clarity now. I've accepted that I will never find irrefutable evidence to support my faith and I no longer feel as if I need it.
My faith is still fragile, but after fully rejecting a belief system rooted in politics, literal Biblical translation and borderline fanaticism, I'm content with my current Deist perspective and see opportunity for future growth. I'm starting to see evidence that the beliefs I've adopted are conducive my mental, emotional and social well-being.
Vod, you were absolutely right. My intelligence struggled against and eventually overcame my brainwashing. I strive to be more open-minded now, and to me that includes the distinct possibility that there exists a power greater than myself.