I like your spirit of fighting back and I really want to give you my sincere advice. Try to buy bitcoin and trade this digital currency. You will earn a lot of respect, success and money if you won't lose your nerves.
Its expected for newbies to panic because its their first time and seeing your money going into nothing is very horrible experience, but they can minimize that feeling if only they read a lot about trading that is why its advisable to study trading first before trying it at least you will idea what will be the possible things to happen.