Just as I normally tell other newbies, read and read again, do your research, ask questions where you got confused, people will definitely guide you here, You are part of the community just as every other members that are here ,learn as much as you can and equally give back to the community what you have learned, as much as you can contribute in your own way when you must have become more experienced about Bitcoin and cryptocurrency, you are welcome to the biggest Bitcoin community ever existed.
True. Reading will help you acquire varieties of knowledge, and with continuous research every now and then, you unlock all those confusions you have in your mind. My only suggestion is develop more patience and motivation within yourself. Bitcointalk forum is not all the time fun and enjoyable as it is as there's also times that you get boring and exhausted, but if you become more patient and focused on your goal, you will never get tired of learning in the forum.