this lack of sleep and constant worrying for sure do have huge impact on me, i haven't took a nap in 4 days, I realise i have to take a break, but this is frightening me because i think i found algorithm in everything im trying, like a heavy gambler, other incoming bills are worrying me, just can't lose time in sleep rn, because i may end up worse if i do lose time
This is clearly affecting your mental health. As BlackHatCoiner says, step back, get some rest, and approach things with a clear head. What you are trying at the moment is serving no purpose except to stress you out more and dial up your anxiety levels.
although about the brain wallet, for each walled I made i did a paper list back up by order, wallet 1 had 30 words passprasse, 2 had 60, and go so on paper 3 x90, and this is if not the thirteenth wallet it's the twelve, i think i stopped at 90 characters by lenght
Once you've got some rest, then this is what you should focus on. So you think the passphrase for this brain wallet had 90 characters? Or 90 words? What else can you remember about it? Did you just select random words, or did you take words from a book, a movie quote, a song lyric, etc? What about the paper back ups? Did you only make one copy of each? Where did you store them? Any chance of finding them? If you printed the back up rather than write it by hand, could the file still be saved electronically somewhere? This is your only possible route to accessing your coins. All the reverse engineering you are trying on your phone will get you nowhere. Even with the most powerful supercomputer in the world, attempting to reverse engineer a private key is a futile task.
I use search in page thing xd, also if you put the hash260 in the seed place and it do derive much more adresess, starting with same prefix most of the time, also the derivation path and the compression should be adjust too, but trust me if u do spend much time watching adresess, you either start to learn them all or you think you saw it place, its no good job tho, rn im trying with the vanity thing, experimenting just, no idea what else can man try
there's probably alot faster ways to generate random private keys/addresses. you just run a loop like this:
found=false,
while (not found):
pvtkey=gen_random_privatekey(),
address=address(pvtkey),
if (my_address==address) then found=true
print("Your private key is ",pvtkey),
just keep your computer running 24/7 while you go do other things. check in on it from time to time. you'll know it's done when it prints the private key.
im also trying now the vanity adresess, tried to calculate the ecds, by single nonce, by wrong nonce, by signature, i mean i tried it all i guess
I'm not sure what's "ecds", and why you did all that, but I'm sure you're in total despair right now. Here's what I would do if I were you: stop wasting time doing random things, and focus on explaining in detail what I did at that time with the brainwallet.
i haven't took a nap in 4 days
I'd also take a nap. You need to understand you can't accomplish anything if you can't think.
also reverse engineering is next
You can't think rationally right now. Reverse engineering is not going to help you somehow. Calm down, take a good nap, and come back to this thread later.
I was so much sleep depraved that i literally just shutted down. About the adress, it is one of my 13 adreeses, i mean i have made couple in the same day because Satoshi wrote that if anyone sents him a coin he will return 50 in exchange, also that he plan to make the blockchain something close to the amazon structure but with the option buy now. I don't know who remember, but he used different adress starting with 1P, i just recall my memories, with this adress i also received the 100th block reward etc. Its really old one, maybe older than the blockchain as we know now. But i checked the archives, and still can be seen, i mean the transcactions and me describing in gihub how people can take their btc forked rewards. I don't know why i stopped used it, probably because it was hard to keep track of all the adresses i had. Overall i had around 3k+ btc in couple, all adresess were drained except the one im trying to recover now,and one more that have dust only in it. I stopped using it after blockchain was renovated, and moved 90% of my coins in the new adresses, so i can keep track more easily, even remember telling my friends that this one adress should be putted in historical crypto museum, because of this. Younger me didn't cared much about it because i couldn't even imagined the things that happened to me, i was mainly focused on the other adresses, because why should i care about lets say 75 coins when i have this much in my other ones. Stupid of me obviously, its obvious why xd. I did had access to it of course back then. The police raided my apartment around 4 in the morning, shouting and demolishing everything that i had in the room where i used to mine and trade and etc... Couple days later before i get moved in my new room where i spend all 6 and something years, my lawyer said that i lost not only all the coins i had but also my freedom. I can't describe how devastated and shattered inside I felt. The things I write now are so off topic, but that's my memories, and i still hurting, not only because im in position where i can lose even the little i have now, like bed and roof, but that there is huge chance i wouldn't be able to regain access to the coins which i was looking down on them back then. I mentioned how i made the passprasses, and also no the passprasse to this one isn't made like the others, i didn't even rewrite it because i had access before everything to happen and i thought I'd never need to. I think i forgot it even then, bcs the fact i can log in and never thought i might be depending on them, i dont even need them all because that is millions now, but back then when first got them was under a dollar, if i remember correctly i didnt had a million even when was arrested, or maybe i had, the government stealed from me, and no wonder why the poorest country in Europe have the largest amount of bitcoins from all countries. I do assume im not the only one who was robbed. For example how come my motherland Bulgaria hold this enormous amount of btc? Simply because they attacked people like me. Sorry that i use this forum to express my feelings, but it do help me to feel slightly better, because things can get only worse for me, and at least this all will remain it the archives of the web, like i did mention the old satoshi adress who was sending coins, and it's funny this thing because only like 10 people sensed him a coin, of course he immediately send back 50+ the amount. It took some time to be received but was a opportunity that will never occur again. Im going to keep on trying everything, also i do not own a laptop, but while i do have a phone will be looking for a way. And will try and listen all the suggestions yall are giving me.