I take my very long posts to mean I have clearly done more work than most on this very particular subject, particular in that some would describe myself as an athiest, me I still question even this.
As an Athiest, I may say I do N0T believe in god, but I cant, because I know of a higher scource, just as the scummy masonic paedo's are beneath even athiest's.. feet... freemasons are now the holy unclean, constantly washing the blood of kids souls from the sweat of their brow, even whilst they plan the next meeting where they go down on bended knee.. the most sexually depraved people make freemasonry what it is today, no-one else..
An athiest believes in no god. 0r so they say. 0ther's would say we believe in no-thing, but since no thing does not exist, since no-thing in itself is zero or 0.
Now as an athiest, I may say that I believe in '0' proving God's signature, or loop of life., In my opinion, I cant not believe in god, based entirely on what I write, for I clearly have a knowledge of both god and the devil proving they do in fact exist, why the jews wont admit this signature, because god is the circle of life, not the endless path of death, that the jews would be placing in the upcoming quatermass incident in israel.
Every mofo here knows the second coming is of lucifer, and all they'll do is shit themselves when that happens, until then, they rule the world, because they sold their kids soul's or they'd be akin to the fuckin immigrants.. they'd have no-thing. Like the poor profane tey trod on everyday... like badicker n vod used to do with me.
and to quote from a very particular txt from a mason:
(It's in capitals cause that's the way it is, you can say you think capitals is shouting, but when I ask if am I loud enough, will you hear me?)
THERE IS NOT A SINGLE MAN WHO HAS THE POWER TO INVESTIGATE THE MYSTERIOUS WAYS OF INTELLIGENCE. THERE IS NOT A BEING WHICH IS CAPABLE OF TRUE FAITH. ONLY IN THE IDIOCY OF THE COMMON SOUL IS THERE A PROVEN FUTURE. THE PARTITIONS OF HISTORY HAVE TAUGHT US NOT TO DOUBT INSANITY AND ITS VIRTUES, AND SO THOSE CONDEMNED TO THIS LIFE ARE FOREVER DESTITUTE OF UNDERSTANDING. THESE ARE THE RAMBLINGS OF AN OLD WITHERED SOUL. I AM DEAD YET I CANNOT BE, FOR I AM GOD.
WHAT IS TO BE MADE OF THIS LUNACY? A TRIUMPH OF PERSONAL SACRIFICE PERHAPS. ALLOW THE SICKLE ROOM TO WORK ITS DEED. LET YOURSELVES FLOURISH IN ITS BEAUTY. ALL IS GONE AND YET WE LIVE ON, HARVESTING EACH DAY WITH THE HOPE, OVERPOWERING THIS INDIGNATION. THIS CONTEMPT OF REALITY IS DISPLEASING.
AND SO WITHOUT HASTE I EMBARK UPON MY JOURNEY, WANDERING FREE OF HUMANITY AND ITS DISGUST. IN THESE RUINS OF WHERE ONCE EXISTED A SPITEFUL COMMUNIST SOCIETY, I LEAVE TRUST. HATRED. GUILT. SORROW. THE FLESH AND BLOOD OF MAN! EMBRACE IT. ALLOW YOUR TEETH TO SINK INTO ITS RICHNESS. WHEN ALL IS CALM, A LONE SOUL WILL SPEAK. LEARN FROM IT. LEARN FROM YOURSELF. INSANITY IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE.
THANK YOU, MY AUDIENCE...
Your self-contradiction is that God reveals Himself. It's simply that God reveals Himself in ways that He wants to... not in the ways we want Him to.
One example in the things you say: "THERE IS NOT A SINGLE MAN WHO HAS THE POWER TO INVESTIGATE THE MYSTERIOUS WAYS OF INTELLIGENCE." Yet God reveals that He exists simply through the fact that there is intelligence.
Thanks for showing us that God exists.