Second, I never believed that running away or distancing myself from the source of the problem was the solution. If someone struggles with an addiction, whether it be gambling, alcoholism, or anything else and they have not truly confronted it, they may still give in to their desires and relapse. In my case, even though I still post, read, and translate in casino with my relations to gambling I no longer experience that serious urge to gamble nor do I consider giving up in anytime even to consider it as a fun time or just a dollar won’t hurt, I know myself and I decided to not gamble at all. On the contrary, I am learning more from this community.
Even though you are right, I also believe that staying around something that you had an addiction to which you are currently controlling can somehow make you vulnerable and you might have an increased urge when you keep seeing that thing again and again. In your case, you are strong mentally and have made your decision which is why you do not have that urge, but most people, can't control in such environments.
Frankly, I may have made my journey seem easy or appear as though it’s over. In reality I faced severe depression, regret, and shame when I realized how addiction was holding me back from improving my life. On the other hand, I remain cautious about my activities or being proud will push me to the wrong path.
I may have won the first battle, but the war against myself always continues. I will keep fighting my addiction and never go back, knowing how many important things I neglected because of gambling. I believe that recovery is not just about time, but it’s about the changes you make within yourself, even a hundred years won’t change your decision in the process of healing.
You are doing great. You are right for saying that when you say this, it might sound easy for those who read your posts or listen to your story, but I can understand how difficult it can be to control your addiction and to stay away from that thing, in this case, gambling, especially when you are still within the industry, and your job requires you to stay around it but still don't gamble.