Here is one of the most profound, intelligent, and logical responses to pascals wager that I have ever heard. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqz0plz6DEs
Where in that saccharine, 'omg, atheists, what if you die and the Xtian god is there!'
I could only get through the first few minutes, if there is anything of substance in that video, please cite at which time point it is said.
"One of the characteristics that has always been attributed to the christian god is omni-benevolence. If I die, and much to my dismay I am standing in front of god, what would happen? He would know that I did not disbelieve because I was being rebellious or evil, but because there were simply too many holes in the story. He would know my morality, and that I am a good person. He would know my intentions. I highly doubt that an omniscient, omnipotent, and omni-benevolent god would punish me for all eternity knowing the truth."
Paraphrased of course.
Okay. Let's plug a big hole here.
After Jesus arose from the dead, He appeared to His disciples over a period of 40 days before He ascended into Heaven. One of the first times that Jesus appeared to them, the disciple whose name was Thomas was not with the rest of the disciples - John 20:24,25:
Now Thomas (called Didymus), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!”
But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.”
Notice the hole. Thomas didn't see Jesus, so he didn't believe. His buddies who had been with him for about 3 years told him. But he wouldn't believe them, even though they had been buddies for such a long time, and Thomas had seen many miracles that Jesus had done. Thomas said, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.”
The hole gets plugged - John 20:26-28:
A week later his disciples were in the house again, and Thomas was with them. Though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.”
Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!”
The blessing for all who believe without seeing the details, is a blessing that you can claim as your own - John 20:29:
Then Jesus told him [Thomas], “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
Pick up the blessing for yourself. The blinder the believing faith, the greater that faith is.
John continues to the end of chapter 20:
Jesus did many other miraculous signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.