I can feel the thrill more when I do it like that
imagine having life changing money twice and losing it all because the RNG gods didn't go my way
As long as you are happy with what you do, it is fine. Just make sure you dont spend too much that your near and dear ones end up in trouble and you end up getting into debts bigger than you can finance.
While tracking the bets does have its advantages it does not change the odds no matter how hard you try to find a pattern, it does show how bad you have been doing so you end up taking a break.