God DOES put up with rebellion and mocking. Out of love for people, He gives them the chance to turn to His Son Jesus and be saved. So, if you are not saved, it's because you won't turn. Your own fault.
It seems pretty clear that your god is a
mercyless dictator, isn't it? Do what he wants the way he wants or go to hell and suffer horrible pains for the eternity... aaawww what a lovely god he is... oh, I was forgetting one crucial detail: there is no god!
No, that's me you are talking about. Not God. Consider.
If you painted a beautiful picture and the canvas tore right down the middle, what would you do? If you tried to mend it, it would never be the same. You would probably throw it out.
Now, what if the canvas was alive, and tore itself on purpose? And what if it tore itself after you had given it explicit instructions not to tear itself. Wouldn't you be angry with your painting?
God mercifully lets you live and tries to convert you to salvation, even though you are like that canvas, willfully tearing yourself. What can God do with you when you have set yourself against Him like this? Finally He has to give you the thing you are asking for, and let you go.
Rather, why won't you convert and be on God's side, so He can save you?
Btw, science proves and nature shows that God exists.
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