So far, I have never experienced anything like that, because when I gamble, I always try to remain consistent with the limits that I have previously set. In the gambling that I do, apart from setting a maximum deposit amount, I also set a maximum playing time limit, and I even schedule it. where I only gamble on weekends and the maximum limit I can spend on gambling is two hours. So I only gamble for two hours a week. and it is clear that by doing this, apart from being able to help me overcome financial losses and the negative impacts of gambling, this can also help and make it easier for me to control these activities. So that the gambling that I do does not become an inhibiting factor in carrying out other activities, which are more important than just gambling.
And I never hate myself personally, when I experience defeat, because defeat is a normal thing and has become a certainty that we will get. I am always able to accept the final result I get at the end of the game, even if it is a defeat.
You look like a disciplined player, I think there are few of them, because many come to relax or release stress. They are not interested in following the rules; they came to break them in the form of an inadequate bet on all the money here and now. Thus, after a week of disciplined work, the player wants to feel irresponsible at least here. But he doesn’t realize how frivolously this will ultimately lead him to losing.
In fact, even for me, it is very difficult to observe such restrictions as you have made for yourself. I couldn't stand them even for one gaming session. Still, I come to gambling to relax a little, but at the same time I don’t allow myself to do inappropriate actions and I can stop in time.
To be able to remain consistent with the rules we have made, and have good self-discipline. So we must be able to respect these rules, and never try to break them once in a while, because once we break these rules, this will continue until in the end we eliminate the rules that we have made ourselves.
And as wise gamblers, we must be able to view gambling as mere entertainment, nothing else. And to maintain a balance in our lives and daily productivity, we must be able to determine what is a necessity and what is just entertainment. So we will always prioritize things that must be prioritized (obligations and responsibilities).
And indeed, sometimes when we win, it can make us more confident to continue playing because we think that luck is on our side. So this is why it is important to act normal and not be too euphoric about the victory we have achieved. My advice is that when you get a number of wins that are quite large, then immediately stop and take a break from the activity, to just soak in your emotions and regain full control over the gambling that we do, and the same goes for when we experience consecutive losses.