It is people like you, who won't believe in God, who are causing the evil to abound in general. So, even if you are not directly causing any kids to starve, you are promoting the general evil which DOES cause kids to starve, and a whole lot of other bad things to happen, as well.
This answer is what I was expecting from you. So you can be WITH god or AGAINST god, either way you cannot be free.
https://i.imgur.com/gXjCDR6.jpgBeing with God IS being free. Where else do you think you get the freedom to be against God? However, notice how hard of a time you are having getting yourself to be with God. That's because being against God is being a slave to being against God. You really should pray that God will release you out of your slavery against Him.
And what does God do? The man decides to believe or not to believe. I personally do not believe and nobody can convince me that God exists until I see it myself.
Understand that "not believing" is simply believing in a different direct. Whichever way man believes, God takes a look at the level and direction of his faith, and then goes back to the Beginning of creation (when necessary), and tweaks all of creation to match the faith of that man, as well as the faith of all other people.
We don't know that God did this, because every time He does this, all we see is the flow of cause and effect up to the present. We don't realize and can't tell that God changed it all, and does so on a regular basis, just to give to people according to their faith.
There is a good chance that all the parallel universes that exist in the aether, are simply the various tweaked universes, already set in place, so that all God has to do is dump the spirit of each person into the correct universe, rather than go back in time to the beginning and actually cause the tweak to happen anew.