Or am I completely crazy, and just desperate at this point?
Not crazy at all, Man City dropped points twice this season against Liverpool & Wolves. I don’t see why it’s unrealistic for them to drop points away to Chelsea. Stamford Bridge is a really tough place to go, not many teams win there.
If this game was played few weeks ago I would have backed Chelsea to get at least a draw. At that time City still had to think about Champions Leagues and would probably save few of the players (even that doesen't help much since they incredible squad depth) and Chelsea was playing well.
Maybe it would be more precise to say that Hazard was playing extremely well. In my mind Chelsea is a one guy team and they can only do well against top teams when Hazard is on his 100%. He doesn't look as sharp to me after coming back from the injury. When you add to that constant rumors of Hazard going to Real Madrid, I think the best Chelsea performances of this season are behind them. At this point they have to sell Hazard or make him sign a new contract. If they sell him, they need to bring some new attacking power to the club during winter transfer window. Otherwise I see them battling Bournemouth, Everton and Man Utd for last Europa league places.