I thought you would appreciate a point-by-point response. I know I would. I know Vod would.
But one question at a time is agreeable to me. Whatever you work out with Vod is between you two.
Here's my first question: Do you believe that focusing on the path you wish to pursue (i.e. a life of chicken raising, guitar playing, crop sowing, and spiritual preaching) will auspiciously provide more benefit for the world/Universe than making repaying your debt to squall your primary concern? If so, why? If not, why not? If you don't know, why don't you know?
For your convenience:
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aus·pi·cious
ôˈspiSHəs/Submit
adjective
conducive to success; favorable.
"it was not the most auspicious moment to hold an election"
synonyms: favorable, propitious, promising, rosy, good, encouraging; More
giving or being a sign of future success.
"they said it was an auspicious moon—it was rising"
archaic
characterized by success; prosperous.
"he was respectful to his auspicious customers"
The thing is, I do want to pay back squall. He helped me a lot and I wish to do the same for him. I never intended to default on the loan. I was scammed and I wasn't able to pay. I was taking risks the money in those days, riding on faith, but being scammed for 500 dollars twice really halted the venture.
It's just really hard when you're homeless and due to your beliefs, tendency to share the unknown and failure of one transaction out of over 100, no one will loan to you.
I think that's a fatal flaw of bitcoin. Everyone thinks they're going to get rich and all will be gravy, but that mentality derives the entire bitcoin economy. It's merely following the path of any other currency. If people never spend their money for the good,then it's just being spent on consumption, ego.
I believe the best thing is to find an area for the ascension grounds, a place I can create where people increase in spiritual and physical health as far as you believe.
I'm reaching enlightenment, dreams are becoming very real, I can see them faintly before I fall asleep, though I still lose consciousness. Anyone can do this, you just need a healthy brain and some will power. It seems like many other illuminated musicians are pretty successful financially (Kid Cudi, Jimi Hendrix, Pink Floyd). I feel like I should be given a chance to try, seeing that my awareness is rapidly rising to their level. After a couple months and only a few thousand dollars I can be playing some incredible music, if I had the place to do it.
That's the best path. Then I can repay squall while not deterring from my journey to organize the music festival.
Let's recap:
First, I respond point-by-point to a long-winded post of yours.
Second, you say that you don't have the time and are on a $50 phone, so you want to go one question at a time.
Third, I ask you one "yes, no, or I don't know" question with an additional request for an explanation.
Now, you respond with a long post (so,you do have the time after all) and you STILL managed to not answer the question.
Again, your posts turn into nothing more than you going off on a tangent and sharing your beliefs. You only care about what you say, which is why your posts about your beliefs are so long but your considerations of others views are very short lived.
It's very insulting. Would you care to try again to answer the question? I didn't ask you to make excuses.
