I asked myself this question, and was puzzled for a while because I was actually confused of what exactly to answer myself, I wasn't sure if money was what I wanted from gambling, or whether I was just playing to have fun, or whether I was gambling for both money and fun.
And honestly, I am still confused, because I've thought of money being what I wanted, then "what is my actual target?, what amount will be enough?" is the next question I asked myself, and I realized I didn't actually have any amount in mind, and this made me conclude that money wasnt really what I wanted, but it's not fun either, cus I cant have fun if I am not winning, like I would always say, " there is no fun in losing money".
So, I thought I should throw this question to the gambling community here, maybe I could draw some ideas from your ideas and contributions.
1. What exactly do you want from gambling? Say it, even if it's something you don't think is possible to achieve.
2. What steps have you take to see if you can achieve that which you want from gambling?
Or
Are you like me? Gambling with no sense of goal, direction?
Let's have a healthy discussion.
But in reality, initially what I wanted from gambling was fun, even when I was getting addicted, which is really weird. Hear me out, when I was introduced to gambling, it was with a group of friends who wanted to find something to do when we were stuck inside our respective houses, during the height of the COVID-19 pandemic. Eventually everyone had their own affairs to work upon, and I was left alone to gamble, and while yes, I gamble to gain the money that I lost all those times, I also chased the high that I experienced and long for back when I was still gambling with friends, which is just something that is pretty much nonexistent already.
So this is really weird, I am a gambler who always advocates for other people to gamble for fun instead of money, but essentially, I got addicted to gambling (and fortunately was able to snap out of it) because I chase the fun.