I ah see you now, you're one of those that uses god as your weapon.
If you can keep yourself from dying, you might have some strength. But if you can't, you will arise in the resurrection. Without Jesus strength in the resurrection, you will go to disassembly in the Lake of Fire, which will take an eternity to accomplish. That will be bad enough, but the worse part will be missing out on the joys that will exist for those who accept God through Jesus salvation.
Spiritual without Jesus leads to destruction. Religion is the thing that is trying to bring Jesus to you so that you can be saved from that destruction.
If you are NOT a human being, yet are against God, you will perish in the Lake of Fire even though do not die physically. If you are such - not a human being - then I do not empathize with you, because you have ordained your own destruction long ago.
Hope one day you wake up to realize you're already in Hell, it's called Earth.
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It means to miss, or to err. This is part of the process of learning, yet you condemn those that require learning in their progression of life.
Neither science of nor inventions of mankind are enough to bring us into the perfection required by God.
Take Care,
Viz.
The reason that it seems to you that God hates me is that you are missing the filter of Jesus salvation that God is looking through when He looks at me. Indeed, if He were not looking through that filter, He would hate me.
As for the children, they are also in imperfection. However, when children are conceived, the only way they live from conception through the first few years of life is, by Jesus making them live at the same time that they are imperfect. Thus, they are living by Jesus salvation, not really understanding what it is, but just living in it.
As children grow older, and come to mental maturity, they forget the aspects of their early life faith, so that they have the chance to come to Jesus with their minds and "free will..." faith mentally, just like they were in faith in their early childhood with out the mentality. Early faith is a great gift of God. This is why Jesus says, as He does in Matthew 18:3-6:
“And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me. But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea."
Humble yourself like a little child, and see that your own knowledge isn't enough. Get into the knowledge of God, at least enough that you can be saved for eternal life. The best place to find it is through reading the Bible. Start with the first four books of the New Testament.