I used to be like this when I first started my gambling journey. I would always break my promise to stop gambling or even just resist the urge the following day. When I lost most of my funds, that's when I started to exercise self-control and discovered that we can't discipline ourselves if we have too high of expectations for gambling. I'm constantly eager and working so hard to achieve my target objective despite risks hoping that I could get lucky but when I started controlling my emotions and tried my best to resist from gambling temptations, it became my habit and I started playing gambling occasionally and just considered it as a source of entertainment and not a passive income.
It will be hard in the beginning but with perseverance and willingness, we can get rid of guilt and we can't also control ourselves. It only needs determination and self discipline.
You're right and I do agree with you that gambling actually starts gradually and if not stopped on time then it grows to be a habit that might be very difficult to stop.
I think op should know that, he is already growing a negative attitude and with the help of the forum through gambling addiction threads, gamblers present here shouod be able to know when they're getting out of hand and sboukd immediately seek for a solution and possible counseling rather than just flag it off.
This incidence at some points, seems to have been experienced by most gamblers but the ability to over come it truly matters.
You might really be that saying that it is really just that for now but tomorrow it would really be that different on which you would really be that doing it again which it would really be that a main reason on which you would gradually be doing this over and over again until it would really be molding up as a behavior on which you would really be finding yourself to be addicted in the end of the line. You wouldnt really be finding yourself
to be one mid-way on which there's always that denial on times like this on which you would really be telling into yourself that it is fine and you are not addicted because you do know on what you are doing.
If you wouldnt really be that careful on what you do then for sure you would really be ending up in a disaster on which you should have done it earlier on which having that control would be always that
recommended.
If you do stop then you should stop completely and never ever came back on playing once again. People would really be making out themselves to be addicted just because they've been really that believing
that it is really just that fine on what they are currently doing. Until they would be finding themselves get wrecked by gambling.