I wasn't an active member in April/May, but I have read over the posts from the main thread at that time. I did not see the despair and confusion and trolling that I see now. I saw people reasonably excited about the fact that bitcoin was able to make it into another large growth curve for the first time in a couple of years. I saw people predicting $30, but that was almost 3 times higher than the year started. I do not remember reading anything much about attacks and the death of bitcoin or even the death of exchanges.
I was around then, and I'll just say that most of the fun has been sucked out of this forum. Sure there was panic, but not at the level and not in the style that you see today. Think about this for a minute: Last year the entire trading engine of MtGox, then the only exchange in town, lagged to hell and STOPPED when there was any significant trading activity. People lost money and it crashed the market multiple times. In my view, that was worse than what we have today, which is an annoying technical blip in the radar in comparison, and the community took it with aplomb. Think what they would do today with that news.
Now that Bitcoin means big money, many of the smart, early speculators who saw the true potential of Bitcoin are gone. Instead we now have average Chicken Littles clogging up the forums, desperate to get their hands on cheap coins, fearful that time and price is going to pass them by.
It's pretty much an echo chamber of trolls, sock puppets, psychological manipulation and people talking their books. There is some good analysis in here, but it's hard to find, and even harder to trust.